losing time.

fuckkk whats wrong with meee! a;sldkfj how is it that proms coming up hella soon and i still dont know who im going with. is this shit supposed to be karma? tickets are on sale monday too but we'll just have to see. well i was basically dying on friday. hahah fuckk. i dont even know why we did that shit. spent my friday night in bed sleeping..hahah never again jean! a;sldkfj shits too crazy. hella wasted my friday night on that shit. saturday had to wake up early to go traffic school. that was hella gay too. tried not falling asleep cause you get kicked out if you do haha so on my lunch break which was like 45 minutes..i went in my car and slept. -_- thats how fucked up i was friday. then i went home at 2 and thought i should get out of the house so i could feel better. went to the bank, picked up jean met up with jamie at juice city. we hookah'd later at jon's shop. that was pretty cooo. peach & watermelon. mmmmm. (= then at around 10, me jean and jamie went to jean nguyen's house to meet up with the rest. didnt do anything there so i cut out home. might study today for gov but...not so sure how that'll go..haha fucking failing that class right now. so sadddd. a;sldkfj
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there comes a time where you learn to start growing up and start being more mature. has it ever crossed your mind that if you act your age, everything wont be as bad as you think they are? sure there are times where everything gets rocky but nga chill for a bit. as much as you want everything to go your way, it cant. you just gotta learn how to accept that. be more open minded bout everything and not just live in your own world. trippin out over small things arent helping anything. just makes everything more complicated. didnt see this one coming tho.