update.

its starting to get hellaaaaa hoootttt! but the weathers supposed to cool down later on this week. well on friday cox had a party and it was crackinnnn. everyone needed that day to just chill after everything that happened<3>im excited to go to the beach again on thursday. hopefully the weathers not hella gay like last time when we ditched school to go..ahha still need to do stuff for prommmm . need to buy heels, fix my dress, make appointment for hair & makeup, go with adam to get his tux fitted, pick out corsage & boutonniere and alllaaaaa that. proms bout to be hella fun tho! and then of course party after! (=

losing time.

fuckkk whats wrong with meee! a;sldkfj how is it that proms coming up hella soon and i still dont know who im going with. is this shit supposed to be karma? tickets are on sale monday too but we'll just have to see. well i was basically dying on friday. hahah fuckk. i dont even know why we did that shit. spent my friday night in bed sleeping..hahah never again jean! a;sldkfj shits too crazy. hella wasted my friday night on that shit. saturday had to wake up early to go traffic school. that was hella gay too. tried not falling asleep cause you get kicked out if you do haha so on my lunch break which was like 45 minutes..i went in my car and slept. -_- thats how fucked up i was friday. then i went home at 2 and thought i should get out of the house so i could feel better. went to the bank, picked up jean met up with jamie at juice city. we hookah'd later at jon's shop. that was pretty cooo. peach & watermelon. mmmmm. (= then at around 10, me jean and jamie went to jean nguyen's house to meet up with the rest. didnt do anything there so i cut out home. might study today for gov but...not so sure how that'll go..haha fucking failing that class right now. so sadddd. a;sldkfj
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there comes a time where you learn to start growing up and start being more mature. has it ever crossed your mind that if you act your age, everything wont be as bad as you think they are? sure there are times where everything gets rocky but nga chill for a bit. as much as you want everything to go your way, it cant. you just gotta learn how to accept that. be more open minded bout everything and not just live in your own world. trippin out over small things arent helping anything. just makes everything more complicated. didnt see this one coming tho.

Day Off.

So yesterday was pretty coo. woke up and didnt feel like going to school. texted jean to see if she was gna go or not and she said she wont go if i dont. sooo since sc had that day off..we decided to just not go and have our own day off too. haha karlaritis hitting us pretty bad. so i picked jean up in front of the school and we went to vinces house. then john came over and we all went to peanuts. after that we went back to vinces and everyone started coming over slowly and started the bbq. watched the decent. that movies pretty nasty...haha thennn i took a nap for a bit cause my head was hurting. woke up and we all cut out. went to scb and played pool for a bit. dropped tony and vince back off at vinces house then jan & moo back at jans.
Today..tried catching up in school cause im falling behind and grades are sorta slippin but s'all good cause everything will be coo in the end. a;sldkfj was pretty irritated the whole day today. afterschool went to starbucks on dixon with jamie and karla. stupid little bugs flying everywhere nshiiit. -_- chilled at my house for an hour then went to work for 2 hours. work went by pretty fast so that was good. then met back up with karla at juice city. chilled there for a bit then went home. sighhh..looking back on everything that happened so far is pretty stressful. try my best to not let it show but sometimes its just too much. proms getting closer and closer but yet im hella behind in all the stuff i need to get done.like maybe first of all..find a date?hah. fuck my life a;sldkfj its whatever. senior years supposed to be the best right? sikeeeee. cant wait til i graduate. thats just all im waiting for right about now. birthdays coming up too but i have no idea what im doing bout that either. its the day after prom..gotta throw a party somewhere but where? ahhhh feel like im bout to go crazy with everything going on. guess i'll end it here. laaaaaate.

JAMBA JUICE

had my math final today. took 4 hours a;sldkfj it was harder this year than it was last year..but whatever. sick of school alreadyyy. afterschool did the usual. went to the upper parking lot but security came so everyone had to cut out. went to jamba juice with jean and jamie and ran into caseara there. most of the girls decided not to go to cheer practice today cause its pointless soo i decided not to go either! haha only 4 people showed up. fuck itttt. hella tired of cheer too. its supposed to be over anyways. thenn we saw jenann at jamba juice and she chilled with us. we spent 2 hours sitting at jamba juice talking bout prom? haha fucking hella shwamp. jean got all the guys talkin bout it tho i bet. hahaha trippin everyone out nshiiiit. the weathers hella gay. today was nice but its gna start raining now?? a;sldkfj i guesssssss.

i dont even knowwww.

sooo yesterday was a pretty random friday. afterschool..did the usual. chilled in the parking lot for a bit. some of them went to blaze so me and jean decided to go somewhere else. didnt know where we were going so we just started driving. saw karla behind us and she was heading to wingstop so we went there with her toooo. then john jan and moo came and we just chilled in johns car. started drawing all over his car and stole his license place and the headrest for the chairs nshit. hahaha me and jean were gna cut and go chill with sc boys for a bit and we still had johns car shit. then out of the cuts we see karla hella running with the other headrest and johns just chasing after her. hahah this bitchhh. <3
today im bout to go dress shopping with some of the girlsss. fucking prom is in a month and i have no idea what the fuck im doing or who ima go with. hate prom time. hella stressful. all the guys are pretty whack this year too. cause a lot of girls are still dateless nshit. shwampssss. but its cooo. hopefully things will work out by the time prom comes. found the dress i wanted. its like 200$ a;sldkfj sighhh. its whateverrr. once summer comes i'll be more smart about money since i'll have money. haha aitee then LAAAAAAATE (=