just too much.

this week has got to be the toughest by far. things got into a big ass mess. i dont know how many times i have to say what i want to say to have it get to you. i honestly cant stand being ignored and walked away from all the time.no matter how many times i say it, it still happens. ive been trying for the past 3 days and i get nothing back. you keep pushing everything away and making things more complicated than it should be. who are you in a relationship with anyways? i cant be in one talking to myself all the time. hearing what you gotta say from everyone else except you. when the fuck do i ever ditch school? i didnt even ditch on fucking senior cut day but yet i did today. i felt hella stupid for doing it because whatd i get out of it? already falling behind in my all my classes and shit but it didnt even matter to you at that point. people came to you checkin up on you and its like you didnt even care. everyone was worried but seems like all you were thinking about was yourself. i feel like i have nothing left in me to get my points across anymore. its like everything i say goes in one ear and out the other. im through saying what i gotta say to you. i tried everything i can but seeing as how things went down the way they did..why waste my time talking. so its all on you now, whenever you're ready. i hope that this is the only time that me and everyone else is ever going to have to deal with this because all this was honestly just too much. everyone only say what you dont want to hear cause they care, so accept it and listen. all the threats gotta go and maturitys gotta show.