May 25, 2009

What happened to the person I fell in love with? The one that always gave me butterflies every time you were around. I'll always remember that feeling and looking back makes me kinda sad because that feeling is never around anymore. A lot of things have changed about you and it's not the good kind of change either. We're not what we used to be. Seems like everything's just slowly falling apart and you don't care one bit.

it's been a while..

sigh. midterms are comingggg. a;sldkfj hate going to school on thursdays cause parking starts to become a bitch starting at like 10..and class doesnt even start til 12:35 for me so basically i have to go there hella early just to find parking. so gayy. but whatever. spend that time doing other homework. so many things coming up. a;sldkfj next wednesday is going to be so busy -___- start school at 8:40 and end at 12. then have to go to this edd meeting at 1 and hopefully it ends before 4 because thats when i have to go doctors to fill out paper for surgery on friday. super sigh. hate those days where theres just too much to do )= well looking forward to tomorrow because boyfriend and i are going to pick up springs for my car. yayy finally <3>

heres something for you stupid little girl: you can wait all your fucking life for that day to come cause it's not going to happen. and don't think that over time im going to forget about this shit cause i dont forgive&forget easily.

and this is for you too.

YOU'RE SO STUPID. you want to talk? lets talk. aim? phone? in person? choose wisely & just prepare yourself.

Another Day At Work...

sigh, usually mondays go by pretty fast but today its going by a tad bit slow. i only have a month left of working full time for this job and im off to find another job. saddd. its gna be hard finding a job too with the economy all fucked up and shit but ohwell. just gotta try and hope for the best.
well thursday night, the genius bf had an idea to go pick up his body kit in la. he decided that we would leave at around 12:30am and we got there at like around 5:30am. we didnt have to meet up with the guy until 8:45am!!! we had no where to sleep so we drove around for the longest time until we met up with the guy who had the body kit. i drove home on the way back and it was the longest and most boring drive i've experienced in my life. i was falling asleep while driving too -_- hella bad. haha it was hella hot and we went in a pick up truck with no ac. aaah it was horriblee. haha but anything for my baby <3 then when we got back home, i went to go pick up my paycheck. then back to adams and knocked out all the way til night time. stayed at adams place for the weekend.
Adam and i chilled with tommy and kelvin and these boys always have something to say after every sentence hahaha went to play pool and stopped by barcode. then michael needed help working on his car so we dropped them off and headed to michaels house. jenn and peter stopped by and then tulio came out of his house so we all just talked while adam and michael were working on the car. after they were done, me adam and michael went to eat at outback. had to treat him out for not remembering his birthday =X ahha well this nigga was fiending for a heineken the whole time. he even asked the waitress for it but then she asked for ID. stuuuupid. haha thennn on sunday me, the bf and my brother were playing cards and gambling with our quarters in our piggy banks. even though our banks arent pigs..his is of some person and i had my hello kitty one that i painted (=
anyways, i think i might just stop here and try to do some work. sighhhh. -_- laate.

Get Over It.

Can you guys be any more immature? Saying shit like that? Go find some other important shit to talk about. Sick and tired of hearing stupid ass comments.




--No looking back now.

Ridiculous.

How about you learn how to respect people first and then we'll talk. From what I know, you sound like a straight up hypocrite. I don't want to waste my time talking about you, but I just have to let it out. You showed no respect from the first day I heard about you. I would tell you to put yourself in my situation but you're probably too stupid to even understand. " I didn't do anything wrong! " Who are you tryna kid bitch. Are you that stupid to not know what you did? Think you're hella cool doing whatever you want. When someone tells you to get out, then get the fuck out. Don't just sit there. I know I can be a bitch, but that's only if I have to and you pretty much crossed that line. So I suggest you hide if you ever see me and you better hope you see me first. Girls like you belong underneath my tires, not in the backseat of my car. Thanks.


Well on to more important things to talk about. Jesse's birthday was like a week ago and he had a party at Bryans. Stopped by for a bit before I had to go home to rest for English&Math Placement Test the next morning. It felt nice to see everyone again. Last time I saw most of them was graduation day. I must say things have changed but for the better or worse you can say. Just depends on how I look at it. I try not to really think about these things but just have random moments at night when I'm laying in bed. I realized that I missed Michael Nguyen's birthday though. For some reason my phone said his birthday was on the 21st, which is a week later than his actual birthday. I'm really sorry! I'll make it up to you though..Happy Belated Birthday if that makes it any better )= I've been really lagging on college. I don't know if I'm on the right track or behind, but it's different not having anyone to push you to do whats needed to get done, or remind you about dates and such things. All I've been really doing is working. Work everyday from 7:30 to 4:30. Sigh, have to sit here everyday for 8 hours. Pretty boring job if you ask me. But gotta do it in order to make money. I'll probably blog more later but its just been a while so thought I'd update. (=

finally done.

after the 4 years of bullshit in highschool, finally got through it. have to say i cheated my way through my classes and its probably going to hurt me later in the long run but at least i graduated. a lot has changed these past 4 years but im glad things turned out the way they did. met new people, and got closer to some. senioritis hit me pretty hard towards the end. summers starting and its just gna be straight up work. 8 hours everyday..sigh. sitting in front of this computer is already killing me. pretty fucking boring. its only 2 something right now and i dont get off til 5. 3 more hours of this. tryna kill time by blogging but theres not much to say. tryna save money to spend on my car and road trip with the boyfriend and maybe others <3. just tryna get away from everything here for a while. these past two days me and adam have been renting movies from the red box and watching them. haha we watched gran torino, hes just not that into you, bride wars and harold and kumar. gran torino was good until it got to the end. hella disappointing cause how the movie ended sucked ass. hes just not that into you was alright, was starting to fall asleep cause it got late and i had to wake up early for work the next morning. bride wars was pretty cool. a lot of the scenes were predictable tho hahah and then harold and kumar was funny. just that..i fell asleep hahah always falling asleep watching the second movie. hmm. tryna think of things to say on this thing but theres nothing really. i guess i'll just stop it here. a;sldkfj laaaate